Friday, January 29, 2010
Hope .
why do i always hope so much .
maybe if i didnt ,
i wouldn't be hurting so much now .
my life's riddled with problems ,
my heart's broken and cold .
but still ,
i cant show that side to anyone .
my secret .
my dark secret deep within me .
but sometimes i get so tired .
so tired of smiling .
smiling without a twinkle in my eyes .
whats the point ?
hopes , dreams ;
why .
why do people ask you to reach for the stars ;
but they nvr mentioned that ;
its impossible .
im tired , cold and alone .
sometimes i wish i have siblings .
so that i can share my secrets and problems with .
but ,
i have none .
i just want something to go right once .
please .
my heart ;
isn't that strong .
8:31 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
confusion .
madness ,
how i wished i could just break down ,
then maybe ..
i wont feel so unhappy .
i hate my life :{
im so afraid one day ,
i have no one to lean on anymore ,
8:35 PM
