Tuesday, October 14, 2008
u'd nvr know how i felt when i was with you.
i felt although physically so close
but i know in my heart
we were so far away
u sleep on every date
quiet and aloof
although i've tried tolerating
but i just cant
im so tired.
i really cant hold on any longer
do you know?
i've realised
it may be just wishful thinking on my part all along
im always the one to sms u first
or even call u
u see..
when u got back ur fone
u din even say a word about it
u din even called me.
to u, it may seem like a small issue
but what would u feel if ur girlfren treats u in this way?
a girlfren that nvr talks to you;
a girlfren that does not even sms u?
you always seem to not care about me.
do you know how i'd feel?
do you even care?
its like putting a knife through me
maybe i was right.
making that decision was right
for both of us.
we're so different.
how could i ever imagined that
we could even be in love?
please..
dont say you love me
unless you mean it,
'cause i might do sth crazy
like believe it
with all my heart.
although it may be hard for you
but i know
its best for both of us
10:59 PM