Wednesday, October 15, 2008
u'd nvr understand
how i felt at all
me and my life
anyway i supposed im not even worth ur time
maybe u treat me as ur plaything
maybe i mean nth to you at all.
i just dont understand.
i look around me and
see all people smiling having fun.
they dont get bad rumours
they dont get snubbed
they dont get called names
they dont get hated
they get all the fun they want.
except me.
its not i care what ppl say about me
i dont give a damn about it
but sometimes i tink
that its getting overboard
dont u people care about how i feel?!
dont u ever consider my feelings at all?
or even my reputation,
all ur lies.
do u know,
ur lies have made ppl hate me before they even know me!
do u know how that would feel?
maybe my life isnt worth living for
maybe im just a waste of space.
im not worth any frens
im not worth their time.
im stupid, fat, ugly, idiot,
clumsy, flirty, dumbass,
short, arrogant, unsightly,
hateful, spiteful..
and so many more!
IM EVERYTHING PPL HATE
im everything you all detest!
im giving up on myself already
i cant hold on any longer..
do you know its so tiring and hard?
my grip is slipping..
im falling..
but nobody wants to catch me..
10:33 PM
