Monday, November 17, 2008

all these makes me feel likes crying out loud.
what were you thinking.
i just dont know,
please tell me.
dont give me false hope.
i beg you.
we're talking like we did last time..
is this possible?
or is it just wishful tinking on my part?
deep inside..
how i wished it was true.
i wanted you so much to be mine again.
mine.
forever mine.
but is it possible?
in the past.
we loved each other so dearly.
we chatted for hours on the fone.
we called each other names.
that was the times i felt that i was the happiest girl on earth.
but we broke up 3 times.
and patched up twice.
is it possible for us to patch up once again?
is it possible that if we did,
it would last forever?
it seems like a fantasy, a fairytale..
but i reallyreally wish and pray.
for this fairytale to come true.
i want my happy ever after.
i want it to last forever.
i bought you a bear holding a towel from korea.
i hope it helps to wipe away your tears..
your pain..
cause i want to be that bear.
always catching your tear when it falls.
please..
im losing myself.
im losing control.
when did it start?
how did it start?
and how do we end this crazyness..
could you tell me?
you taught me how to love.
you taught me how to laugh
you taught me how to sing and reach for my dreams.
you taught me how to trust.
you taught me how to give my all for you.
and i fell.
i fell so hard..
you just let me go.
i fell down the cliff.
hurt and hopeless.
n matter how i tried to get up.
i couldnt.
that shine of hope was disappearing.
and so were you..
12:47 PM