Tuesday, November 4, 2008
boyfriend.
i miss you...
okay i admit.
i do feel a bit jealous though.
you two having so much fun together.
leaving me feeling so alone.
but i cant do anything.
although sometimes i selfishly wish
that he will one day leave you and come back to me.
but i know..
its impossible,
and even if he does.
i'll be betraying you.
and i know i cant bring myself to do that.
i'll just have to control.
thats all.
i can do it.
no.
i have to do it..
boyfriend i love you.
no mattter what.
8:26 PM
