Wednesday, November 5, 2008
[ from another blog ]
i realise it's been long i post something for my boyfriend already i bet he miss it right? heehee.
dearest boyfriend, have i been giving you the love you always wanted?
i hope i did, if i didn't please tell me i'll just give you more (:
you hold me tight and prevent me from falling
you hug me and gave me the warmth i've always needed
boyfriend you are all i wanted
i PROMISE i will never want to leave you
you got my heart KIDNAPPED.
If only you knew how to encourage me.
If only you knew how to pull me up.
If only you knew how to make me smile.
If only you knew how to help me gain that confidence.
If only you knew how to get a little respect for me.
If only you knew how to stop my tears.
If only you knew how to stop my heart from bleeding.
If only you knew how to love me without hurting me.
If only you knew how to not stress me.
If only you knew how to give me more hope.
If only you knew how to support me.
this was the past and i love my future cause you knew how to do all these already !
that why i say i LOVE my BOYFRIEND so MUCHMUCHMUCH ! <3
you make my life perfect <3 iLOVEu.
my mr SUNSHINE
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i really dont want to.
but im jealous.
he never let me feel all those.
*sighs*
gy.. where are you when i need u.
although its unfair to tell u all my problems
but i really dont have anyone else to say to..
you're the only one who understands me..
i hate crying..
i really hate it,
it makes me feel so helpless and vunerable..
i want to be strong...
i want to smile.
but even now i smile..
its not from my heart at all.
im waiting..
waiting for that special someone to make me smile.
feel blissful..
feel like the whole world so bright again..
but i know.
its impossible.
cause noone would ever love me.
im that unwanted.
6:48 PM
