Monday, December 29, 2008

i know.
im going to regret it.
so much.

i know you're going to stay single.
but is it going to be that way?
im getting confused...
i dont know what i should do..

but now.
i also dont want to love anymore.
cause' to me,
love hurts.
love is nothing but torture..
i dont want to suffer anymore..

im crazy.
i know.
im going crazy cause of you.
school going to reopen..
im worried about my weight.
i know im fat.
but will i go into TAF?
i doubt...
but i really hate this body of mine..
how i wish i could alter it..
like a set of clothes..
i know its impossible.
but still.
this is me.

a crying self.
a broken, fragile thing.
its so hard to survive.
the world's cruel.
&& im going to be the victim..

a lifetime of unrequited love

10:12 PM

That Girl ;

a girl wearing that mask ,
smiling at everyone everyday ;
appearing so cheerful ,
but inside,
shes crying her heart out ,
Single / Attached

Love ;

If i could ever have a choice ;
i wont want to face this coldness .
Everyday ,
Wincing at all of your judgements.
Its really painful .

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