Wednesday, January 14, 2009

im decieving myself.
i know.
but i really cant forgot ue !
i want to..
but i cant~!
i want to smile!
i want to laugh with my heart !
but i know..
i never will..
i smile at my friends.
i smile at teachers.
i smile at my family.
so they wont worry.
i cant let them worry.
i now im straining alr...
im going to break soon.
erupt like a volcano.
all my feelings.
all my thoughts.
all will come out...
i cant do that..
i really cant...
8:14 PM