Saturday, April 4, 2009
i just dunno why .
i feel so shattered and broken .
is my decision wrong ?
so empty .
all this emptiness around ;
threatening to swallow me up and drown me .
all i know is ;
even tho i loved you deep ,
but aft i knew you
so many problems arose.
you just dont know
how hurting your words sometimes can be .
you just dont know
how many times i cried for you .
you arent worth of me .
but now im wondering ,
is this right ?
i think it is .
i tink so .
just cant explain why my heart is hurting .
my head's swamped with thots .
my heart's feeling cramped and weird .
the feeling of wanting to hurt myself is so strong .
what am i going to do .
im lost again .
somebody help me .
somebody save me .
im alone ...
11:03 PM
