Friday, May 8, 2009
i feel empty .
i know ;
i just cant forget you .
i yearn to have you by my side again.
but it seems so impossible .
why ;
why whenever i start to fall in love again ,
i lose the feeling ,
i lose you ,
i lose everything .
Happily ever after ,
that’s how they want you to think it will be .
But its not, not at all in reality ,
the tears ,
the fears ,
the falls ,
through it all we still go on ,
the broken hearts ,
the cheating friends ,
so much pain that never ends .
The fake smiles ,
that seem to make everything ok ,
but not for me ,
because i know the pain won’t go away .
Bright and cheery but oh so weary ,
because inside, my heart is breaking in two.
I know i made a lot of
stupid mistakes in my life .
but the worst one ;
was thinking the person who hurt me the most ,
wouldn’t hurt me again .
if only you would come back .
if only i would stop loving you .
if only i could forget you ;
if only ..
but i cant .
why you mean the world to me ;
when i mean nothing to you .
why ..!
its really painful ..
its really painful to try to live on without you .
its that i just dont even want to try to .
11:42 PM
