Wednesday, July 29, 2009
As people say ;
After the rain , The sun will shine in the sky .
And somewhere out there ,
There's someone who loves you deep in their heart forever .
No matter what happens .
If that was true ;
i would be thankful .
i would cry on my knees in gratitude .
i wonder who loves me ;
an ugly , worthless person like me .
i must be dreaming .
Its all an illusion .
Nobody had ever loved me .
My bulimia is getting worse .
i cant stop vomiting everyday .
Everytime i vomit ,
i feel so terrible , such pain .
but soon after the food is vomited out ,
i will feel okay .
i should not do that actually ,
its harmful .
but so hard to stop .
9:11 PM
