Tuesday, October 6, 2009

i dont know why .
the more i look at my body ,
the more disgusted i feel .
the thought ; i must lose weight ;
kept appearing in my head .


i dont know how anymore .
i aint eating much .
only breakfast and dinner
but i just cant lose weight without s.i.v .
the lumps , flesh jutting out everywhere .
i cant stand it anymore .
if i dont get rid of it i will get laughed ,
i must get rid of it .
otherwise i will get bullied again .
i dont want tht .
its so scaryy...


i dont know whats happening to me .
i think im going mad .
i cant predict whats going to happen tmr either .
its like i have no control over everything .
im losing myself .
what am i going to do ..

a lifetime of an unrequited love

8:21 PM

That Girl ;

a girl wearing that mask ,
smiling at everyone everyday ;
appearing so cheerful ,
but inside,
shes crying her heart out ,
Single / Attached

Love ;

If i could ever have a choice ;
i wont want to face this coldness .
Everyday ,
Wincing at all of your judgements.
Its really painful .

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