Sunday, October 11, 2009
i dont understand me ;
why everytime i read your blog ,
i will start filling up with tears ..
what is wrong with me ..
but i know ,
im sad because of you..
girl ,
you were my everything then ;
when you were sad i cheered you up ,
when i was sad you where there for me ,
but how .
why did things turn out this way ,
i miss you .
i miss you so terribly ..
i know ,
i wasnt impt to you at all .
but please ,
dont tell me that ;
i dont even have a place in your heart .
by now ,
im in tears ,
tears just cant stop .
they just cant stop flowing down .
please tell me i was special ,
i was something you cherished .
please dont let it be the way i deduced it to be .
but deep deep down ,
i know .
i wasnt impt or special .
i was just another person ,
for you to turn to if you're alone .
it breaks my heart ,
even now so long after .
thinking of the times we spent tgt ,
and remembering our fight ,
makes my heart ache & sway like a storm .
tears follow soon aft .
1:18 AM
