Monday, October 12, 2009
my heart feels so uncomfortable .
whats this quesy feeling i have ...
am i that bad ?
am i that hateful ?
why do i always seem to make you angry ?
my heart aches ,
you're someone impt to me .
although i might not admit it ,
deep down , im afraid that i'll lose you .
i'll do anything to appease you ,
please ,
dont make me so afraid .
tears keep flowing these few days ,
maybe its all the exam stress and issues ,
but this feeling is one so familiar .
i always feel it before a breakdown .
i must learn not to bottle things up already ..
otherwise , when the bottle is full ,
the pressure is so huge that it'll break..
yes i admit .
boy , i love you .
but im so afraid its another unrequited love .
unrequited love is something i can never stand ,
the longing , pain and fear .
i dont want it again .
why is my life so complicated ,,
life's so hard when i just want things to work out fine .
10:59 PM
