Friday, February 12, 2010
i know soccer's important .
but im not a toy , not a doll .
why did you promised to go out with me ,
when you didnt want to .
you could just tell me .
i'll understand .
just dont take me for a joke .
knowing you weren't taking your promise to me srsly ;
hurts me much more than you say you want to go soccer instead .
i dont understand you ,
this pain in my heart ,
hurts so much that i cant take it .
but i wont give up .
i cant give you up ,
if i do , i dont have anything left .
i only have you .
you're my life .
although people told me that i should forget you ,
i cant ,
i wont accept my fate without trying my best .
loving you may be difficult .
loving you may be tiring and bitter .
but i'll love you with my heart and soul .
i know people has been talking behind my back again .
but i dont mind if they're talking about the facts ,
but why cant you all get the facts right before backstabbing me ?
i cant even believe you did that .
bitches , i was right to not trust you completely .
if you dont even understand me ,
talking about me behind my back serves what purpose ?
i'll only think you're so silly .
i wont care .
even if some parts of my heart cringes .
running along the track ,
my mind's full of you .
your name etched so clearly in my mind ,
using it to cheer myself on ,
no matter how much my knee hurts .
i'll carry on for you .
i'll cont running towards the finishing end .
towards an imaginary you .
7:49 PM