Wednesday, February 24, 2010
im not angry at all .
im just so disappointed .
so disappointed and sad .
why does it always have to be this way .
i dont understand why is soccer more impt then i am .
my heart and head hurts so much ,
with every step i take away from you ;
my heart throbs with pain .
promises arent meant to be broken ,
dont you ever get it ?
it hurts that i dont mean anything to you at all .
i cant look at you anymore ,
im just reminded why do i love a guy like you .
i want to hate you .
i want to forget you .
but i cant .
but just for today .
let me hate you .
at least its not so painful for me .
my heart grimaces everytime i think about the hurt you inflicted .
and tears would just fall ,
its tiring , like im the only one trying to make this work .
love is two-way .
it wont work if only one person is working hard .
it'll only make the person trying really worn out ,
im so defeated .
but tmr , i'll try to love you again .
many people told me that you're not worth loving ,
you're not good enough for me .
but sometimes i think is it me that is not good enough ?
i cant let you go so easily ,
my heart wont let me .
because i only love you .
you this stupid bastard .
5:52 PM
