Monday, February 22, 2010
tired ,
so tired .
the constant feeling of hungerness ,
eating me up from inside .
boy , you make me feel so isolated sometimes .
why is it so hard for me to reach your heart ?
its like there isnt even a proper link between us .
im tired of being the one always trying my best .
what about you ?
i dont blame you , i'll never blame you .
but cant you even try a bit harder to be a better boyfriend ?
its tiring chasing after you .
my heart cant stand much punishment ,
i may seem forgiving , but everything you do ,
its hurting me .
im not that strong as you thought .
am i just not as important as soccer or your friends ?
it stings to know ,
im your girlfriend but im as worthless as water .
hurting ,
hurting much .
but i wont give up so easily on you .
9:10 PM