Tuesday, February 2, 2010
you can never imagine the loneliness i feel
whenever you just walk past me .
when you're with your friends ,
just a simple hello would do .
please just dont ignore me .
i need you darling .
i need you badly ,
sometimes i feel as though im a kite .
being reeled in & thrown out .
that feeling is so horrible ,
so painful .
tears just fall .
feeling this insecure ,
i rather not having fallen for you .
but i know ,
i wont regret this .
i cant .
otherwise , i'd have nothing left .
you're what makes my day .
i dont want tears to fall .
but they just do .
i must be strong ,
everyone's relying on me ,
im the strong one , the listening ear
if i collapsed what will happen to them .
everytime i seemed to be the one thats nvr fallen ,
nvr hurt or injured much .
but inside ,
im crying , sprawling , dying .
im afraid to show that side of me ,
even if thats who i really are .
im so afraid of you leaving me .
im afraid if you do ,
i'll cry everytime i see you .
even a glimpse makes me heart beats faster .
do you ?
cause i love you .
and i really really do .
9:55 PM
