Tuesday, March 9, 2010
I cant catch up with life anymore .
Life passes so fast , the pace we're at ;
i cant take it .
the stress all builds up so much ,
breaking me bit by bit .
today's the limit ,
baby i decided to move on by myself .
i've decided to leave you ;
& go back to the starting point alone .
but was i right ?
i dont know .
all i know is i have to be strong ,
pick myself up & continue walking .
i know , but can i do it is another matter .
been so selfconscious , so alone .
all my friends seems so far from me .
a glass wall isolating me..
even now ,
i wonder if im really alone .
i dont fit in at all .
i guess no matter how much i try ,
i only wanted to treat every friend with my best attitude .
but why ?
why doesnt anything get better !
im really lost .
life's going so fast .
im panting , losing energy .
i cant finish this race ,
im tired .
i really am .
darling , i chose to let go .
dont make me regret..
i dont want to ,
stress is really getting to me ,
feelings overwhelming within me ;
threatening to spill out any moment .
i want to give up ,
give up everything in this life .
im really exhausted .
carrying on isnt easy .
the constant pain in me ,
throbbing , reminding me that im a girl ;
a girl who nobody loves .
9:58 PM
