Monday, March 8, 2010
im breaking ,
im really streatched to the limit .
people say if you work hard ,
you'll be repaid .
but i dont see it .
tears stream down ,
i finally realised .
we're impossible .
no matter how much i tried ,
no matter how much i cried ,
nothings going to change .
you'll still be the cold distant guy i know .
my boyfriend .
Why does it have to be me ,
i still dont know ;
the jealousy i feel when i gaze at others ,
couples laughing , accompanying each other .
we're so different ,
its like practically im just your girlfriend in name !
what is wrong with us ?
why is everything going wrong ..,
even when i wanted to try giving myself another chance ,
trying to start over with myself .
i cant take it ,
just thinking of breaking up ,
my heart tears itself up .
im just afraid of going back to the starting point alone .
the loneliness overpowering me ,
my heart's getting colder .
& im really really afraid .
8:24 PM
