Thursday, April 15, 2010
im tired D:
reallyreally tired .
only what's making me go on is you .
just you .
so please dont leave me .
cause im falling head over heels with you .
im wondering ,
if i should just let myself love again .
im afraid of getting hurt .
my fragile heart .
can i really trust it to you ?
what if ,
what if you arent true to me ?
i know that i must trust you .
but my past makes me waver~~
holding you tight to me ,
thinking how precious you are to me .
i cant bear to let you go .
but at the same time ,
im afraid that you'll leave me some day .
im starting to love you with my heart & soul .
but slowly stepping closer ,
the fear increasing day by day .
somehow i think i'll try again .
just for you .
i'll try giving you my heart .
school's not being better either .
those cold stares freezes my heart .
but i'll try do my best .
no matter how you all treat me ,
i'll always use my heart to treat you .
even if i know im not always needed or wanted .
even if im always neglected .
im going to try again and again .
no matter how weary my heart is ,
i'll do my best .
i guess im really afraid .
even at home , i feel so alone .
i wonder if i'll ever get the courage to seek help .
although i know the couselling room's door is always open ,
but stepping in is really difficult .
the first step .
i hope someday i'll do it .
i guess .
i might .
stressed out .
grey skies .
only you brighten my day .
10:16 PM
