Tuesday, September 7, 2010
i hate being abandoned .
i dislike being left hanging .
couldnt you just tell me straightforwardly ?
cant you just say you didnt want to ?
so what ?
just say it !
say that you didnt want to go out with
an ugly , stupid , fat diliked girl !
everyone's like that .
i've been hated , avoided ;
ever since i was young .
now all i can do is hide behind my books .
just study study & study .
yes , i know you all talk behind my back .
it hurts but i just choose to ignore it .
im just a huge big fool that everyone make use of .
but everytime i pour out my feelings here .
i get colder & emptier within .
9:32 PM